如煙如綢

three identities now
just because  i need money
maybe and fresh air..


somehow i easily fell into a state of profound meloncholy.
i don't know how to describe this feeling
mabye what is called sense..


actually i am very enjoy of taking long solitary walks on the street
that can make me awake, pondering many things.



i am enduring.
somebody just never know their ridiculousness.

can u stop this psy ops?





and i have a BF who is very kind to me.
that is enough.


who else i can believe?